On of my fears is loosing. I do not like to fail in anything because it really does make me feel like I have not accomplished anything, I am very dramatic so the world will end in my book. I just feel like if one fails it makes you feel like your a loser because you did not do something right . My other fear is loosing my family and my boyfriend... If I were to ever lose them I would be devastated. They are the only people in my life that has been there for me and has always had my back. They love me for the person I am and I love them. I always make sure that my family is safe. My last fear is clowns. Ever since I was little girl I hated the way the details were on clowns faces, even thinking about it creeps me out. Every time I had gone to a circus I would immediately think that it is a killer clown like the movie It. (no pictures up of clowns!) There was no way I was going to ever think the clown was friendly looking like that.
One of my assets is earning things by working hard. I am very independent and I love to work hard for my own things because it feels like I have accomplished something. I just love the feeling of not having to ask my parents for money or for anything because it teaches me to be more responsible. Another assets of mine is I am very social and organized. I love to communicate with people and I love to meet and interact with new people especially from different cultures and religions. I also like to keep my area clean and everything in place that way it is easy to find and nothing looks hectic.
Some strategies I use to keep my mind off fear, anger, sadness,etc. is cardio workouts and yoga. It helps relieves stress and makes you feel really good and happy afterwards. Also, free writing about your feelings is a good way to because you could express your feelings by writing out your anger and how you really feel. And you don't have be careful about what you say, you can just let it all out.
Fears
we see the darkness over riding
all the young babies crying
people upon people dying
what do we do
we do what we can
try to develop a plan
know things have gotten
to a way where it ever forgotten
but still its not stopping
me
but my philosophy
motivates me
reminds me nothing
can stop me
just keep me pushing
I am never losing
I just keep
persevering
Kim,
ReplyDeleteGood work on this blog. Losing loved ones is a very valid fear. I think that's one that we all commonly share. A big one. The fear of abandonment runs deep in many people. You have many great and diverse assets and talents, and I'm glad that you enjoy exercise and yoga to balance out the stress and fear with calm and resolve.
Your poem/rap is great. It starts off really strong and pushes towards a fast ending. Like last week, I'd like to see your poetry go even further. Write more. Go deep. Let the words lead and figure out the meaning later. Just let it flow. Let go.
GR: 90