Monday, October 13, 2014

Stressed


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This week has been only about studying. I have both the midterms on Wednesday for math and on Friday for psychology.  This day of today on Columbus day I definitely used it wisely. I never did so much homework and studying in my life! I woke up at 10am and got started and I am still going now. Everything has been crazy, I feel like my whole life involves around school only! It's been pretty insane I shall say. I am definitely excited about having 3 days off of work this week. I usually get two days, sometimes one. I work at Purple Cactus restaurant as a cashier. I have been living on my own lately so I have been mostly worried about making enough money to pay the bills and to support myself.





I am dying to catch up with my friends and hang out. I just haven't had the time to do so. They say to be successful you should never stop nor sleep because it's taking time away from your success, that is what I intend to do. My mind is only focused in the future. I never want to give up, everything is just so challenging, however,  it is motivating me to continue moving forward. My mind just keeps telling me that I can do this and I will do this. I wish I could tell you that my day and week has been relaxing and great, I would be lying if I say such a thing. I just been stressed and haven't been sleeping much but I can say I do feel accomplished for how much I have gotten done so far.



I did watch a scary movie last night called "dead silence" it was about some women named Mary saw who got murdered and got her tongue cut out and when she was buried she asked for her Muppets to be buried with her, which she called her kids (awkward) and she also asked to become a doll. She was in the doll you see in the cover and she was killing every person that was involved in her murder and all their families (ahh!).   I finished everything that needed to be done and since I had an extra day to finish the rest, I was able to at least watch a movie. The movie was pretty scary but the ending sucked! I wish they would continue making better movies like they did back in the day. All the movies from before were breathtaking! I have yet to watch a movie from 1996 that actually sucked. Maybe they are running out of ideas? If I were a movie director I would so give the best selling movies ideas!


When I stop, I notice

When I stop, I notice
the birds standing in diligence
looking over the scenery
vigilant
thinking of the next step to take
looking at this reminds me society's at stake
but I'm next at plate
going to hit this out the park
I got my mind on the mark I want to get
I will never forget
what I attempt
and I will regret
what I have foresaid
because I am speaking of the future ...
am I in your head ?
yet ?
better step it up
or it will be all done
and none of these things
are longer fun
have piece of mind
and use your time
wisely    



1 comment:

  1. Kim,

    Great free write. It looks like you felt a lot of stress, but at the same time, you were super productive. So there's some balance there. There's some product to your hard work. Then, you decompress with a bad movie, before starting another week of work, stress, and productivity.

    Not bad. Sounds like the life of a busy person. And being busy is the best way to get ahead and excel. So, I think you're on the right track.

    This is an excellent free write, because you start with the negative feelings of stress and frustration, but then end your paragraph with, well... I got it done.

    Great processing.

    Your poem is really great, too. I like the flow, and where you go, but I think it ends just too abruptly. I was anticipating one more rhyme. It needs a closer, a clincher, I think. Think about it. Read it one more time.


    GR: 95

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